I’m tired. Sluggish, drowsy. I’ve been sleeping a lot but still in the daytime I feel fatigued. I’m going to bed really early and waking up way too early, but I don’t feel any healthier, wealthier or wiser yet. I’m definintely less irritable and anxious, although the recent mysterious failure of my home internet gateway has me dreaming of smashing it to bits. But I think that’s normal.
It makes sense, I guess, that my body will need time to adjust back to a normal level of wakefulness after having leaned on caffeine for thirty years. Whatever the body’s natural coffee is, I need to learn how to make some. And certainly I owe my body some sleep at this point. Read the rest of this entry »